God, I need help.
I hate going on here and talking about my crap, especially since I haven’t been on in 10 billion years, but I’m breaking apart again. My Aunt died, a classmate died, and a coach from school died all in the span of a month. I can’t take this crap anymore. I may not be worthless to you, but I am worthless in our economic society. I don’t want to grow up because I can’t do anything, but take up all the air someone else should probably have rather than myself. I want to die, but I don’t want to kill myself. I’m a walking contradiction and a coward. I need help. I need someone to say the right thing to me. I don’t know what it is. All I want is to fall asleep and never wake up to this nightmarish life. Someone, Anyone, please, if you’re out there, help…
Here’s why you’re not going to kill yourself, or ever think about it ever again.
You’ll miss so much! There’s so much left for you to experience, so much left for you to enjoy. Your favourite movie, hot showers, new books, rainy days, discovering a new band, when your favourite series gets a new episode, delicious food, meeting new friends. You can’t meet people, listen to music, eat your favourite foods, or find happiness when you’re dead. I’m assuming you like tumblr? There’s no internet connection in coffins.
You have no idea what the future has in store for you. It might be hard right now, but life isn’t meant to be easy. It’s not going to be smooth sailing. There are gonna be road blocks and obstacles that you can overcome. Things will get better. But you’re not going to get the chance to see things get better if you don’t give it a chance. You feel all alone? Throw your life away today, and you might miss meeting an amazing person tomorrow. You just don’t know what could happen. It could go downhill again, but just see life through. I promise it’ll be worth it.
You think you’re ugly? That’s an opinion. I think that James Phelps, my favourite actor, is drop dead gorgeous. But my friends look at him and say: “He’s ugly!” So, because they think he’s ugly, does that make him ugly? No. Is he gorgeous because I think he’s gorgeous? No. No one can establish a dictionary definition for “James Phelps’ attractiveness,” except for James Phelps. You’re only beautiful if you believe you’re beautiful. Don’t let anyone else make you feel different.
You woke up today.
You’re alive.
That’s a blessing. Some kids never reach their first birthday. Some kids never learn to walk, to talk, or to read. You’re so lucky to be here. Don’t throw it away. We need you here. You could change the world. You could save someone’s life. Someone out there needs you — maybe right now, maybe 20 years from now. You’re going to make a difference in this world.
People care. People love you. I promise they do. Just give life a chance. Things get better. You’ll find things that will make you happy when you’re down in the dumps and under the weather. Live to see that day. Live to see the day when you’re happy with your life. I swear you’ll find it.
Please, please, please don’t kill yourself. Ever. No one should. You’re loved.
MAAAAAAX. You’re so beautifulllllll ;w;
(Source: stevestarkk)
I need someone.
I’m so upset right now. I can’t even get up. My legs refuse to move. I feel like puking and I feel like dying. I’m so scared. Someone. Anyone. Help me.
About me
Hello! My name is Laura! I'm quite an odd ball. I never blog consistent categories, so if you don't like that, gtfo :)
